Creating A Life of Trends &Make Believe..

1 week ago

Zack Merrick - “LIttle Kids Rock” Part 2

1 week ago

Zack Merrick - “Little KIds Rock” Part 3

Notes: 1 / 1 week ago

i wish i could write songs like demi lovato or taylor swift that are so open and honest that you can relate to them almost 100% and it drives you crazy. i have so much to say but i dont know how to start. i never like how my words or feelings come out, i guess maybe i dont really know what im feeling deep down. i almost always have a smile on my face and laugh too much, but yet im happy but not REALLY happy. i dont know how i can be sad and happy with my life at the same time. i dont get why i feel like i have everything and nothing. i guess these are those life-long questions that never really get answered. i guess maybe my hopes and dreams in life were too big. i want to feel infinite for more than a minute, like they do in the movies. im happy with where i am because ive learned to accept it, but im also not happy with where i am because i know theres gotta be something more out there. i constantly look for it, even in others lives and ive never really found it, and that scares me.

Notes: 2 / 2 weeks ago

lifes a climb, but the view is great.

the lyrics to “the climb” by miley cyrus are really something to live by.

2 weeks ago

anyone who knows me, knows thats a big deal.

Notes: 1 / 3 weeks ago

happy turkey day.

tl;dr. i remember the time jack wore a killherscene shirt on stage at tourzilla for their whole set. i had given him the shirt before the show when we were talking and didnt even mention anything about it other than i brought it for him because he said hed love to have one of our shirts in an email. so i was sitting on the balcony of the roxy with marimarie and my mom (this was the same time i broke my back and i hadnt had surgery yet so mom said i could only go if she came with me) (ps my mom and jack get along so well. its funny but weird hahah) anyway, HALF way through their set i noticed his shirt was the khs shirt i had given him earlier that evening. it was a great feeling to know he cares enough and believes in me to show his support to the hundreds of kids crammed into the venue. that, i am thankful for. it reminds me not to give up because if jack had given up on his dream hed just be some random college kid now, but instead hes a rockstar. hes our rockstar. :)

so yeah, theres a little “im thankful for…” story for yah. im also thankful for all of you, my friends, and even if were not “friends” but talk here and there. you have made an impact on my life. i am thankful for the boys: ri, alex, jack, and zack because without them i wouldnt be me. i cant imagen life without them. im thankful for all theyve given me, shown me, and taught me. and the best friends forever and greatest moments of my life. the friends ive made through this band are friends i know will be there for me at all hours of the night i need them for many many years to come. miles apart dont mean much, just time. im thankful for all the shows my parents have let me attend, all over the country. im thankful for the time jack highfived me and when our hands met he let a pick fall into mine. the time chelsea and i bought them a stupid dancing chicken and alex was so excited he ran outside and started playing with it in the street. then time ilana and i watched stay play at warped tour with rian. the time zack was eating dinner at the masquerade counter and talked to me the whole time. the times theyve given me are seriously what makes all this worth it. theres not a greater feeling than being loved and apperciated by those you love and apperciate most.

im thankful for my family even though were far from perfect. im lucky to still have both parents, and them still be together. im thankful for all my mom does for me. without her i wouldnt be able to live such a great life i live. im thankful for my dad fighting for our country and freedom. even though its scary and stressful when hes overseas, even when we have to move every 3 years, even when hes not home on birthdays and holidays. im thankful to have such a strong and brave father that loves me and his country. without our soliders our country would be at a huge loss. i am thankful for EVERY man and women, mom or dad, brother or sister, son or daughter fighting for us. putting their lives on the line and asking nothing in return. i am thankful for every friend i have and i love you all, even if we dont talk much. im thankful for my pets for theyre always there when i just need something to hold on to when im feeling down. im thankful for all the times jessie would lick the tears of my face when i was little and get hurt. im thankful for everything. dont take things for granted because you never know when you wont have them anymore.

happy thanksgiving.

3 weeks ago

janurarys gonna come too fast.

Any day now they’re talking war, I can see the look that’s in your eyes. They’re not talkin’ a week or two. Oh, daddy, Can I go with you? Oh, daddy, Can I go with you? You pack a suitcase and take a picture from the wall. I always knew this time would come when I ask how long you think you’re gonna be you say “Eh, this crazy world’s come undone” Summer’s over and leaves begin to fall and another winter’s on the way. I knew I wasn’t gonna take this very well but I’d give everything to have you here today. Everyday now they’re talking war I know this time has been like it’s never been before. We’re not talking about a week or two. Oh, daddy, Can I go with you? Oh, daddy, Can I go with you?

Notes: 18 / 3 weeks ago from iamrocknroll (originally from jamieface)